To Bea...

Bea I have been reading your blogs lately and I have noticed that you've been going through to much. I think it's best that we hangout and talk about it or just enjoy the time. Tell me what you want to do. It feels like it's your fault, nothing is your fault...don't blame things on yourself, it's your emotions that are making you like this. bea I feel like all this is making a change in you, to much crying and all. That's not the Bea I know and want to become, your heading down the wrong way. The Bea I know has never been like this, at times yeah but not this. I know it's hard but it's life, it's dangerous, to many struggles, that's why you have friends ; someone like me to be there for you. If crying is all they make you do then it's best to let them go. I've seen that not matter how much you try to let go and say good-bye you just can't do it, it's hard. If you need to cry don't do it alone, You have my shoulder to lean on and cry.

Dear Bea,

Guys want you for your name and your materials, not for the person you truely are. But there's one out there for you...it maybe Justin that you mention. He's maybe the one you can share your secrets, put up with the things, and all. Maybe he's the one...You need a guy that's there for you, one that is willing to let go just for you.

- Love, Juan.